Friday, December 25, 2009

TIme for some Changes?

I'm a hoping and a prayin' that some changes are coming my family's way. James has a job interview coming up this next week. It's for an accounting job. The pros are that it pays very well and James already said if he gets the job, I can quit my job the same day he gets the new one. For those who don't know, I HATE my job. Like beyond belief, absolutely completely and totally hate my job and being able to quit would be a dream come true. The cons are that the job is down in south Denver. I suppose moving won't be all that bad but my parents are going to have a hard time. Katie has become my dad's support rock since he got sick two and half years ago. We'll only be about an hour drive away but I'm still worried about him. He's getting used to new medicine again. He was having a hard time doing much of anything this morning when we first got to my parents' house. He seemed to get better after we ate but still... I miss my dad the way he used to be sometimes and today was one of those days. I don't miss him being angry all the time but I do miss him being able to focus on a conversation and understand what we are talking about. It's hard to watch him be on the sidelines of almost all our family conversations. I will always love you and be there for you, Dad, but I miss the past too.

I'll write more about the possible changes in our lives later.... I guess I had other things on my heart tonight.

~Andrea